I both want you and don’t want you at the same time in the perfect amounts at the perfect times

Like one off those spinning bi nary stars

Quasars pulsing in flashing blue and red shift light

Two opposite forces together spinning around each other in one place not quite as one

And all I can see now is a Jaguar calmly and with all satisfaction tearing apart a large human heart

Piece by piece until it’s gone and the Jaguar sits silently gazing across space into my eyes

He licks his paws clean and lowers his head to rest

I can feel the Jaguars silky coat and it’s enormous weight as it leans into my side as it slides past me into the darkness

Lying in wait for it’s next feast